**Copied from NKOTB till i have time to re-write**

Yup, i'm still crazy. :)

Played the cassettes, made my first BH sister in second grade (she was the cool 8th grader w/ the NKOTB letterman's jacket and i wanted to be just like her), had the sheets (sorry bout the drooling Jordan) and generally irritated my friends and family with NK love. Sound Familiar?

Jordan caught my eye early on (yup IBLYF was written just for 13 year old me, i knew it!) and i had to hide my secret crush on "the bad boy" Donnie from my Catholic school friends. Joey seemed like my kid brother and i wanted Danny and John to walk me to school and tell me stories.

Now i'm 30 (29 w/ 1 year experience) and i can admit Donnie was my first real crush and Jordan's dimple still kills me. I about fainted when i got to meet them both and still kick myself for clamming up and not getting to hug Joe or Jon. I flew 2000 miles to see them and all i got out was "Thank you for being the first thing i had to look forward to since the tornado" before biting my lip and holding back tears. Donnie was super sweet and took me aside for more hugs away from the camera before the next group came in but his security guy literally picked him up around the waist and put him back with the guys before i gathered the courage to say anything else. Still crossing my fingers i get another shot.

I don't know how it took me so long to find the BH sisterhood on Twitter, but i love every minute of it! Cruise virgin 2012 baby!